Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas

Again awhile it’s been. I have been busy with my youngest daughter. She is developmentally delayed and 7 years old. I have been to many appointments with her and after the new year more to come but she’s doing so well and i’m very proud of her. My 8 year old is growing like a weed she looks older than 8 already. OMG! I’m going to have to keep a sharp eye on her when she’s a teenager too. oy! i’m not ready for that yet.

So now we all wait for the new season or mid season of TV to come back which is anywhere from Jan all the way to March. Then everything ending again May through June. BLEH! lol.

Once Upon a time has been very good. I’m pleased with how the season is turning out. Very happy that Captain Hook did not die. I would’ve been very very upset about that and started a twitition ha ha.

I hope all of you have a wonderful and Merry Christmas or whichever Holiday you are celebrating this season and Happy Winter Solstice as well.

My review for the so called Aaliyah Movie…..

So Basically lifetime and Wendy Williams just made a huge mistake. Lifetime as always. But Wendy Williams? seriously come on. I’m sorry but it could have been so much better. all they did was snip snip here snip snip there we twist all of the reality out. I mean look at Selena! Selena was accurate and beautiful after the tragic singer’s death. They should have done with Aaliyah. None of her real songs were actually played or anything. It was awful. I mean hello it’s supposed to be about here. They even cut out her role in Queen of the damned which honestly she did such a wonderful job in. I hated the actor who portrayed R. Kelly that was awful too. Alexandra I thought was great as Aaliyah but honestly the storyline and snipping was terrible and a terrible way to honor Aaliyah’s life and legacy. I hated how they had Missy Elliot and Timbaland. Neither or them looked or anything like themselves. it was just bad all around.

Shame on you Lifetime and Wendy Williams.

Fall TV is finally here!

Okay so fall tv is finally back hurray! with that note…..Halloween is coming too. Welcome Great Pumpkin! I get excited every year yes even on tv to see Charlie Brown The Great Pumpkin.

Season 5 of Downton Abbey is wonderful. You will love watching it on PBS when it comes to the states Jan 2015. you will be shocked and Surprised.

Haven’t watched much of WWE wrestling it’s getting boring and tiring ha ha. go figrue!

Once upon a time is amazing. Great start with Ana and Elsa hope that Elsa finds Ana again. Loved the giant marshmallow too that was wonderful. Hopefully Regina will get her happy ever after soon. I hope so. It sucks that it keeps going and going. Her next move is pretty much getting rid of Marian. I don’t think she’ll get the great outcome I think that Robin will just stay single and be completely devastated all over again if he looses Marian again.

Revenge is great Victoria got out of the hospital. Plus David Clark got a hold of her at the end of episode. I wonder what’s going to happen here? But I can’t wait for tonight.

Total Divas is awesome. I can’t believe how much Natalya hates Summer. I mean really? good grief. Summer isn’t that bad I mean come on. I hope Nattie and TJ are divorcing. A guy is a Guy??? Wake up Nattie? Didn’t have all that the years before and now it’s all getting to you that’s stupid. You need to start things first it looks like with TJ. You should already know him since you’ve been together for 12 yrs. before marriage. jeez.

Modern Family, Blackish, The Goldbergs, and The Middle are all wonderful. love them all.

NCIS and NCIS new orleans are wonderful too totally love em both love that they are back to back. makes a lot of sense!

Halloween is almost here again…….but also that means GRIMM will be back with season 4 whose excited? I TOTALLY AM READY FOR GRIMM……I LOVE MONROE!!!!!!!

so that is all for now………………

SO fifty fans…….check out twitter and follow some of the FIfty Shades RP familes. they are great with great stories. The movie will be here sooner than you think!

Happy Halloween….

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles…………The New 2014 movie!

Yes I finally saw Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. They did a great job on this film. Also so glad they did not make the turtles aliens. (well us fans know the back story of the ooze and such too lol) but either way it was great. Re lived a lot of my childhood watching the new TMNT.

At one point I thought they were going to have Splinter killed. I was going to lose it. Thinking No SPLINTER CAN’T DIE! So I was thrilled that he did not die. that would’ve wrecked everything for me. 

I liked the story line of April and the turtles and her character as a little girl with and being involved with the story as a whole. 

Megan Fox did not do a terrible job at this role. Remember the first movie? April was portrayed here the same way she was portrayed in the first film that was out in the late 80’s or very early 90’s (sorry not good with my time tables at the moment) Her character was portrayed more serious and very little humor was brought to her. As again she discovered who the mysterious vigilantes were. 

In the second movie April did have more of a comedic role and had more of a foundation with the Turtles. Especially when they had to move out of the sewer and her learning more about Splinter and the boys. The ooze and here in the remake she leaned all of that this first film which there were some comedic parts to her role. But again not so much because of the story line as whole during the movie. 

So I just appreciated the movie altogether and will definitely buy it when it is released on Blu Ray/DVD. 

So I like it when they do sequels if they keep most of the same characters. We will see as 2016 comes around as the new movie will be released June 3rd 2016. Cowabunga! <3 I love being a turtle <3 


Monday………….and it’s Hulk Hogan’s Birthday Celebration!!!

So whose going to watch RAW tonight or Tomorrow at some point? I’m interested in seeing what goes down Rumors were Kevin Nash and such could do a NWO reunion for the Hulkamania’s birthday Celebration. 

If you get to see RAW LIVE awesome. It will be in Portland Oregon tonight! and drats lol I wish I could go. I’m 3 hrs away but alas not in my cards for now. 

Going on If you are big fans of E.L. James go to her website and check it out. There are some awesome things This lady and talented Author has on her site. you won’t be disappointed. 

As for now I don’t blame her for putting Fifty on the back burner though. Looking forward to her other stories she may tell first before going back to Fifty if she decides to do so. Plus with Universal doing all three movies E.L. James will have her hands full as she will want to be part of how the movies are going down. 

They do have a screenwriter for Darker that is as much as I know and found out via google and other fifty shades blog sites and twitters :) 

Hope your monday is a good one. 

Happy Birthday Mr. Hulk Hogan <3 Enjoy your celebration! 

what’s going on with me….

well for the past week now i’ve been up very early (which doesn’t bother me) but by afternoon somewhere after 1pm I am sleeping. taking naps. ugh :( sleeping for a very long time. I know I feel depressed It’s just summer and I want it gone! I like summer but it’s harder when you have kids and you don’t have any time for yourself.

I just feel ugh and I miss some things. yes one of them is kinky fuckery….I do miss that with my love :(

if I sound selfish you have no idea what I do daily or what I have done and still do for my daughters. They mean the world to me and I do everything for them every single day.

at least I have therapy tomorrow morning. yay :)


hope you all enjoy your Thursday tomorrow and have fun watching the 50 shades trailer <3

feelings when I read fifty shades…………

I am re reading again fifty shades of grey and I get a bit sad and teary eyed because well I am in a relationship as such but not much time for the kinky fuckery. 

My favorite moment with my love is when we first got together. I wore a black fishnet body outfit and He cuffed me in my black leather felt purple cuffs to the bed. My body was completely stretched out. I was laying on my back. 

He would have me this way for several hours which felt like an eternity in complete and utter pleasure. 

He would kiss my body and completely tease my nipples and completely made me just shutter and desperately want more. He would also insert inside me a buzzing medium dildo and had that inside me for the entire time. having me squirm and I was in anticipation as he had me there and while he was playing his games on the computer. 

Pure torture but in complete heaven. Would also use the soft horse flogger on my body mixed with the rubber band flogger. I loved every moment. 

So I cry and get a little depressed when i read fifty shades because I miss the intimacy. Yes we still have our moments but barely have the long scene sessions. 

 well being a mom and such always comes first and we are just busy especially summer keeping them active and outside a lot. Biking, swimming, going to the park, etc. 

One day probably when I’m 50 we’ll have more of those moments lol. 

That is one thing I have noticed in the BDSM community they are all old and in their late 40’s 50’s which no one really talks about. But it’s true they are mainly old. They have grown and their children grown and etc. 

So it’s interesting if you ever attend a much or anything to get acquainted with these people they are wonderful and great to talk to and ask questions. 

so that is all i wanted to get out lol.