Our True Blood red carpet premiere celebration carries on, this time in the video format :)
We've all seen the pictures of the True Blood cast, including our favorites Alexander Skarsgård and Anna Paquin, speaking to reporters as they made their way along the red carpet.
Now we have some of the video from it :)
And with video... comes spoilers...
Today this morning I was great. feeling good got up early while everyone else was sleeping (kids and b/f). Went to the store for a quick trip and came back. Made everyone breakfast and right now feeling low just kicked in blah. I feel really lonely right now and seriously want to go home. Can’t afford to go visit cause they have jacked all the damn airflights up to hell and back. So that just really sucks. I know it’s corny but I just i’d like to give my mom a hug. I could really use that right now more than anything. I hate this feeling i fight with it everyday and yes I have bipolar and it sucks! I can maintain my emotions with my children and they are always happy and have everything they need. They are my number ones most of all.
I dunno it’s just hard being a parent sometimes and I’m sure a lot of moms feel this way too. You just pushed down the end of the list and wonder who still cares about you or anything. I try everyday put time for myself. I mean everyday I take care of myself and my hygiene and look well everyday. Then after 11 am kicks the lonely feeling most days and just feel blah.
I also feel like my b/f wants to be with someone else and everyday I ask him and he always says no there’s no one else and crap but my gut or bipolar, mainly both, tell me otherwise.
If there is all I want is the truth which I feel he’s never going to tell me and I think he’s just with me because i’m nice and i’m not a bitch like most people are lol.
Other than those things…….life is pretty good.
So sorry to bore everyone with the rant and crap but i just needed to write it out technically type it out.
So for other moms hope you have a good sunday and enjoy a cup of coffee if you drink coffee 
in general and well i’m totally ranting here……….i am 30 years old i have two daughters and a b/f (my daughter’s dad died of liver failure over 2 yrs ago). and well i’m i’m 30! i still have a libido! in relationships anymore do men still want sex? do they still want sex with the person their with or someone else? i mean i’m not controlling or bitchy nor am i totally dominant in the bedroom lol actually i’m very much submissive and do my best lol.
but yeah i know i am a mom and busy taking care of my daughters, cleaning the house, etc. and after the day is done yes i am exhausted but i have a libido! and (yes this week or 5 days this until next week i have that time of the month lol)
me and the b/f have sex maybe once or twice a month.
also me and the b/f were friends for a long time before hooking up but when we got together there was like sex every day maybe twice a day the most.
now it’s the sad once of twice a month. i feel like i’m in a dead zone. i am also scared to get back out there. i mean it is really really scary out there lol.
i’ve talked to the b/f and yeah he’s still attracted to me but i seriously have doubts.
i mean come on…………..men if you only have sex with a woman even if it’s your wife or g/f or whatever………..you know you are going to have sex with someone else or whatever.
so eh…………that is my ranting. i miss sex and i feel like my relationship is dying at least the sexual part of it is anyways.
besides that………….
Wrestlemania was pretty okay. the only good parts were Cena getting the belt, Undertaker taking 21-0, and triple H leaving Brock in the dust. so those were all really really great.
everything else kinda sucked and i fell asleep through some of it yawns………
last years wrestlemania was waaaaaaaayyyy better.
hopefully vince will do much more better throughout this year and so forth to next year’s event.
hope everyone has a great Holiday at least Trubies know that we only have so called 7 months until TB returns to our beloved HBO XD woo hoo!
I am hoping (i love you cena……..but we need ryback to pulverize punk and i still want you to get better from your injury) that Ryback kicks PUNK’S ASS MAJORLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No where to run or any thing. Let’s give punk what he deserves. I think they could so much better with Heyman. The man ran ECW forever!!!!!!! until Vince took it away and made it Disgusting 
I will never forgive them for killing the original ECW
Also thrilled of the chance that the king of cool will be coming back i hope Carlito!!!!!!!
it’s about time Carlito came back and it sucks he left before but i’m hoping that goes well and he comes back permanently.
They need to re do the whole diva’s division completely. It is such a short fall and awful. Most times I ponder at the thought of not watching wrestling because that division is an utter and complete failure. They need to be more creative and bring back the real fighting! if men want testosterone boosters go to a damn strip club!
today i looked myself in the mirror well i cut some of the bad ends of my hair off and it looks really good and it’s symmetrical. so that’s the good part.
i also looked at my body in the mirror. the only real thing i don’t like is my arm flab lol.
i am a mom of 2 girls they are 5 and 6 years old and i live in Oregon. I am heavy set i weight about 257 lbs. i’ve lost weight since after giving birth to my 2nd daughter. i used to weight 282 lbs. so i’m doing what i can for me to lose weight so i feel good about me and to be healthier.
i will say this you can drop the table salt and start using spices different spices that are heart healthy and try different cooking things and drop some of the carbs. i’ve been making a lot of salad dinners with different meats (poultry, fish, pork, and occasionally red meats). they come out really great!
some nights i do eat potatoes which you can deny are really great but i do not add any salt in them well except for the salt that is already in the butter but i only use one tablespoon of butter when i mix it in potatoes. I do not use sour cream either. I use less than 1/3 c. of 2 percent milk. I use pepper sometimes I cut them up and into wedges or triangles and roast them in the oven and use mrs. dash. mrs. dash is an awesome spice and their spices that they have you can get with no salt what so ever.
taco seasoning from Mccormick you can get with less sodium and tastes just as great!
i know i sound like every other dieter but i am really enjoying the different cooking styles that i am learning to fit into getting healthier.
I now well i drink almost 8 glasses of water a day. My daughter’s pediatrician says to drink half your weight in water. It will help with hunger cravings and help the metabolism. So I almost make it to that point of half my weight but after awhile i get exhausted lol. So more water is also in my intake.
I am also a mom who has bipolar depression and yes i have almost daily episodes which I am trying to take care of myself and such. I am going back into therapy (took a break during the summer because it’s hard when your kids are home most of the time while school is out). December I head back into therapy and i’m happy. Also looking for a doctor for medication to help take off most of the edge.
If anyone really does read this at all I have a question for you whether well hopefully be a parent or anything.
I got out of a bad relationship due to he died in the hospital from liver failure almost 2 years ago. I wasn’t allowed to do much of leaving the house or go outside or anything.
Since he has passed I am involved with my daughters school much more and I volunteer there weekly and chat and just get involved with other parents at the school too.
I am just wondering what other things to do for myself to help myself out. Self esteem wise and such. Does anyone have any suggestions? When i was 22 before i was with the jerk……..I had all the time in the world to take care of myself and do things which I did do.
Now my world revolves around my 2 daughters which I take care of them, I clean my house every day (i do i really do lol), make sure they are happy, healthy etc. I’ve never had any complaints from their doctor about anything lol. everyone always says they are healthy and i’m doing a great job.
Now i just am trying to find things for me even small things to just help myself out more.
so if anyone does read and you have any suggestions or even what you might do yourself please leave comments.
thanks!!!!
theresa
